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Yesterday, I got snowed in at home and didn’t try to make the trek downtown for work.  Chilling out working in my PJs is a great feeling, but I started to get really horny.  Now, in the past, I’d normally really enjoy this.  I’d head over to PureTNA and grab a few BBW torrents and then have a nice, relaxing jerkoff session or two with my newfound smut.

Just out of pure instinct, I started out the same way yesterday.  I pulled down a bunch of porn and started to browse it, making myself even more aroused.  But, of course, all I managed to do was create a trap for myself that just created a perpetual cycle of getting aroused and having to shut the excitement down for fear of it going too far, then having it all start up again.

In fact, I actually started stroking at a few different points during the day and had to stop myself.  I was fighting my own body, my mind and heart knowing that my cock (and any release granted to it) were the sole property of Mistress Trecia and nothing would go anywhere any time soon.  My body, on the other hand, just needed to be touched, to have me stroke my cock, to revel in the sexual energy that masturbation can bring.

I spent all day flipping back and forth between those feelings, my cock getting harder and demanding even more attention each time the cycle started anew.  The logical side of my brain was screaming "Are you an idiot?  Don’t stroke your cock - you’re just making it worse! " but I couldn’t help it.

Eventually, my devotion to Mistress won out and I managed to back down from the edge and restrain my overwhelming desire for release.  Of course, I know how this is going to play out - I’m going to be on my knees, naked in front of my cam begging Mistress for permission to release.  My playful begging will quickly turn to pleas and then sobs as my entire body cries out for that elusive orgasm and I once again demonstrate to myself that my sexuality is owned, fully and completely, by Mistress Trecia.

On a side note, Mistress just told me that I’m to call her cell for special instructions before I go to bed tonight.  I’m extremely nervous and incredibly excited by the prospects of her cryptic message.  What is devious act is Mistress cooking up for me this time?

My Internet was out due to the freak snowstorm here in central Illinois, so I broke my perfect posting streak.  Sigh.