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Hey everyone say happy birthday to timidboy…

This is going to be a shortish post because I’m frantically getting ready for my business trip tomorrow.

Besides being a pre-trip day, it’s also my birthday.  Mistress send me an eCard this morning with a surprise gift attached to it.  She said that I could watch porn and masturbate as much as I wanted today, but that tomorrow I was hers again.

While part of me was wanting to be a good sub and refuse the offer as a devotion to Mistress Trecia, I know she didn’t offer something so selfish and decadent lightly.  Mistress has also said that she wants to take my nightly devotions and servitude to the next level, so I’m assuming that my allowed releases are going start getting less and less frequent, especially with my scheduled in-person visit at the end of March.  Mistress is wonderfully wicked and creative and I haven’t yet been able to predict where things will go.

Every so often, I reflect in how far we’ve come and how much I’ve surrendered myself to Mistress in such a short amount of time.  Today marks 39 days since I first reluctantly e-mailed Mistress about a post on her blog.

As I turn 37 (yikes - that number is a little scary), I am thankful that I’m still able to grow and discover more about myself, that I am finally able to let some old wounds heal, and that I met Mistress Trecia and through her regain my ability to open and give myself so completely to another person.