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Yesterday, in honor of my birthday, Mistress told me to enjoy as much masturbation as I could stand.

Today, I discovered the price of this generous "gift" - one week of denial for each orgasm.  Fortunately for me, I came twice yesterday, but didn’t follow through with a planned third time because I was feeling greedy just for the two I did have.  This means I must wait "only" two weeks until my next release.

Mistress also said that she had some plans to make the two weeks "interesting".  I can only ache in anticipation of the schemes Mistress has cooked up.

One of the things I’ve come to love about Mistress Trecia is that she’s incredibly smart and devious.  I am a pretty smart guy and fairly adept at critical thinking, so I can usually see things coming from a mile away in normal situations.  Mistress, however, is always able to surprise me and completely surpasses my assumptions about any given situation.  She keeps me on my toes in a way that few others in my life can. 

I am anxiously awaiting our time together in "real space" mainly because I have no idea what to expect.  It’s both scary and incredibly exciting at the same time.

This week, I am in California enjoying a break from the sub-zero temperatures in Chicago and attending a business conference.  This means a few days alone in a hotel room at Mistress’s beck and call.  The first thing she asked me today was if I brought rope with me.  It’s going to be an interesting couple of days.

For now, however, I am getting ready to perform my nightly devotion, knowing this is the first of a long series of denial sessions before I am once again granted any sort of relief. 

I also have the promise of things being "taken to the next level" hanging over my head, my mind trying to imagine what wicked things are brewing in the imagination of Mistress Trecia and how they will enhance my suffering on her behalf.

We also had an interesting talk today about "submissive" being part of my sexual orientation and why my relationships with non-dominant sorts never seem to work out.  I need to stew about this for a little longer, but expect to read about my thoughts on this in the next few days.

Finally, I want to thank Mistress Trecia for naming me her "boy of the month".  Something has really clicked between us and our relationship has gone from a very nervous introduction on my part to me giving myself to Mistress completely in the span of six weeks.  It feel so incredibly right  and all the service I provide Mistress just reinforces the bond I feel with her.  It pleases me greatly to know that I am able to return at least some portion of the positive force that Mistress has introduced into my life.