Called Upon
Last night was just one more in a string of new experiences for me. Since the previous night of waking every two hours to stroke for Mistress Trecia, I was incredibly tired. (Taking a day trip to Disneyland and walking around all day didn’t help either.)
Mistress was working on a school project and said she’d check in on me later with my instructions, but I wound up falling asleep while playing a video game while waiting. Mistress must have noticed on my webcam (something I kept going around the clock in the hotel room since Mistress liked being able to check in on her boy to watch over me) as she phoned me at the hotel.
Most of the call feels like it was a dream, between my incredible arousal and the sleep deprivation, and I don’t fully remember everything that happened. I was woken out of a pretty sound sleep to hear Mistress’s voice saying something to effect of "Is my little stroke toy horny?" She then strongly told me to start immediately stroking my cock. In my already highly aroused and sexually charged state, it didn’t take more than a few minutes before i was whimpering into the phone. I remember Mistress repeating back my pleas and moans and laughing at me, something that just increased my need and suffering.
By the end, I could barely speak, words like "Mistress" coming out as "Mmm-uh-uh-mmmuss" as I stroked, wavering on the very edge. I was almost in tears again from the sheer agony and frustration when Mistress ordered me to stop. She then said I was a good boy and told me to get plenty of rest.
This morning, we discussed my current state a little more and she suggested I post on the Freaks4Fetish forum to get some advice. I feel kinda stupid doing that now as I’m only 4 days into a 2 week denial and the couple of good responses I got were from guys who had been chaste for weeks and months. One common thread was that being in denial makes you closer to Mistress, the constant ache a reminder that you are owned. It made me think about possibly offering Mistress that I remain denied until our trip.
I don’t want to make that offer just yet, because if what I’m feeling now gets worse I may have a hard time reaching the two week goal that Mistress has already put forth. However, there is something very exciting and intimate about waiting until my release can be granted either in audience with or by the hand of Mistress Trecia.
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