If I Had A Hammer
Sorry if today’s post is a little short and all over the place - the storm that just landed on Chicago is causing our power to flicker, so I want to get this in before we go dark.
I spent the day today working on my bondage furniture project for Mistress Trecia. The pieces I’m building are nice, full-sized pieces but fold up into compact storage size. Once Mistress gets her "studio", I’ll probably end up building more permanent versions.
With just over a month to go before my "real space" meeting with Mistress, I have almost all of her gifts ready - I just have one left to purchase and the items I’m making are almost complete. I am counting down the days and time seems to be slowing down. It’s been so long since I’ve been in the presence of a Domme and can’t wait until I get to experience that exquisite feeling again.
As for my denial, today is day 14 and I’ve survived my payback for the birthday decadence I was allowed. Mistress has already told me not to expect a release tonight and I’m okay with that. I’m starting to come to terms (no pun intended) with T&D and will hold out as long as Mistress deems me worthy of it. Rather than some arbitrary deadline, I’m now not watching the calendar so much and have the fun anxiety of not knowing if or when Mistress will decide she wants me to cum.
I already have my assignment tonight (stroke with toothpaste for 15 minutes) and am then set to move back into the bedroom with my wife (we’ve been sleeping separately for some time now). Every day as my life improves, as I discover new pieces of myself long buried, and as I endure Mistress’s exciting challenges, I think how fortunate I am that I stumbled upon her podcast at the beginning of this year. Mistress has just done so much for me and I cherish our time together every day (even if it is just in the virtual sense).
Tomorrow, I’ll have a much more focused post. The lights are getting even dimmer, so I’m going to hit "Publish" before we lose everything.
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