sub-burbs

My assignment last night was designed, once again, to torment me under the "no touching" rule.  I was to bury my face in the scraps of her dirty panties (courtesy of the goody bag) and stroke for 34 times.  Then, I was to wear a pair of panties to bed.

The stroking was just enough to make me ache, but did nothing to satiate my desire to stroke.  The smell of Mistress Trecia’s panties (a combination of Mistress’s own essence and her favorite perfume) always drives me crazy, but even trying to slow the strokes down and space them out as much as possible, it was barely enough to register compared to my marathon stroking assignments of late.  Putting on the pair of panties also didn’t help, partly because I felt completely subservient (and, therefore, incredibly aroused), but also because the soft fabric against my aching cock just made me more  aroused without any resource.

I was in project mode for Mistress today, spending a good deal of time in the garage in the sub-freezing temperatures working on furniture for her.  (These are the last of the gifts I need to prepare for my trip and, while I have three weekends left, I want to make sure I get them done and let myself get behind and risk not having them completed.)  I also spent a great deal of time continuing my talks with my wife (our communication this weekend has been unprecedented, making me think that we may be able to finally find a place where we can both be happy in this marriage) and even doing some fun things like working with my wife to prepare the week’s meals.

Time with my wife, however, is time away from Mistress, and she commented that she felt some distance between us this weekend.  I am going to have to carefully balance these two women in my life, something that will become easier when they are working together (my ultimate and hopeful goal), but until then I need to make sure that both feel I’m being attentive (and, in Mistress’s case, serving her in the manner of her pleasing).

Tomorrow’s a work day for me, but things will hopefully be slow enough that I’ll be able to dote on Mistress to reiterate my devotion to her.