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The assignments for the last two nights have been rather interesting and have shown me just how little control I now have over my own cock.  Mistress Trecia’s devious assignments keep me so off kilter that any hope of being able to prepare myself for the trials of a given week are completely lost.

On Monday, Mistress had me listen two the stroke time audio twice, the first time just listening and the other stroking to the beat.  Last night, she told me to drop what I was doing and to look at porn or listen to sexy audio files and stroke until I went to bed.  (Once in bed, I was to use the Aneros for 15 minutes.)

Both of these assignments shouldn’t be that big a deal given my recent experiences, but my body was so overstimulated by the massive forced masturbation on Friday that any tolerance to edge play from previous weeks was completely lost.  During last night’s assignment, I hit the edge over and over again (I stopped counting at eight).  Each near orgasm took less and less time to achieve until only a few strokes sent me from start to ultimate frustration.

I still become shocked at how little I know about my own body and how much Mistress is able to push and pull my own physical drives to suit her will from so far away.  I could understand if I was strapped to a table, expertly teased with her marvelous toys and skilled hands.  To have such a dramatic physical reaction to that would be perfectly natural.  But to have that kind of effect at my own hand driven only by her typed words is still a little unreal to me.

In addition to feeling completely vulnerable to the lack of control over my own sex drive, the stroking assignments from the past couple of days have put me into an incredibly horny state and thoughts of Mistress and daydreams about our upcoming time together have been pinging around in my head all day. 

Day after tomorrow, Mistress said to plan for a regular on cam session.  It’s been awhile since we’ve had one and, given the recent events, I’m a little nervous about what she has in store for me.

Finally, I’d like to give a quick shout out to the blog Gomourto’s Erotic Ramblings.  Burt posted a really fantastic article about this site and my writings here and I wanted to return the favor.  His site is about his sexual encounters and explorations with his wife and his thoughts on sexuality in general.  From someone who is going through the process of trying reinvent a sex life with his wife of 16 years, I’ve really enjoyed getting an inside view into another couple’s private moments and thoughts.  Plus, you can’t go wrong with folks who play strip Carcassonne!