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Last night, I had a wonderful session with Mistress Trecia. 

She told me a few days ago to be prepared to "meet" via webcam on Thursday night and we finally connected around midnight.  I had set my den up in "shrine" mode with my mat down on the floor and some lube and a towel near by.  While I IM with Mistress all day long most days, it’s still a rush to hear her voice greet me with a sultry "hello, boy".

After a little bit of small talk, she told me to grab my cock and the taunting began.  She asked if i was her little stroke slut, and I answered "Yes, Mistress".  She laughed, then told me to lube up and start stroking.  While stroking, she started the teasing and taunting, at times simply echoing back my frustrated groans and then laughing at me.  She also asked if I was ready to cum (and I so completely  was), then laughed and said "well, I’m not going to let you" then laughed again.

She let me stop to catch my breath, but then asked if I had my toothpaste handy.  I told her it was upstairs in the bathroom and she said to go get it.  When I got back, she told me to pour some in my hand and start stroking again.  After about 4 strokes, the burn of that evil cinnamon Crest kicked in and let out a deep moan as my cock swelled involuntarily to the catalyst of the pain.  Mistress laughed, telling me I was such a nice little pain slut.  She even mentioned some new tortures she might try out, like abusing my cock by sliding a lip gloss brush up inside my urethra.  (She taunted that it was the closest my cock would ever get to her luscious lips.)

As I continued stroking, the pain grew along with my frustration and my moans and groans and whimpers became more desperate, telegraphing every sensation and emotion pouring through my body.   Through my earpiece, I could hear Mistress becoming more and more aroused, her moans no longer a taunting mimic of my own.  I can’t remember her becoming so excited in any other session and I nearly lost it and came just at the thought of the effect my suffering was having on her.  As a sub, being able to provide Mistress pleasure is the greatest reward I could receive.

I couldn’t take it any more and started pleading for Mistress to let me stop.  (It sounded more like "p…ph…please….Mm….Muh……Mistress….")  She finally let me stop and I had to steady myself as my head was swimming from the over stimulation and welled-up frustration at being so close but denied that sweet release.

Mistress told me to clean up and rest well, then hung up.  A few minutes later, she IMed me to say that she was off to finish cumming about 5 times ("more than enough for both of us").  Reading that, my burning, aching cock was fully erect and bobbing in the air again and I was filled with a sense of pride for being able to please Mistress in such a way. 

After putting away my shrine, I laid bed, my cock still burning from the toothpaste despite my best efforts to wash it off, and drifted off savoring the afterglow from my time in subspace.

Today, I’m including a special bonus post on a kink I really enjoy - getting fucked.

From the time of my first sexual awakenings as a kid, I’ve always had a fantasy of being fucked.  While I always enjoyed a little bit of ass play, nothing that I did could ever equal the power of my fantasy, of being "taken" sexually in some way.  Early on, this manifested itself into my sex machine fantasies - some faceless machine invading me in all ways possible.

When I was a senior in high school, a little mom and pop video rental place opened up next to our local convenient store and, being 18 and a movie junkie, I got myself a membership.  On my third or fourth trip there, I discovered their little back room that was a treasure trove of porn.  One jumped out at me, a movie called "The Transformation of Sulka" starring Sulka, an Asian transsexual.  Before then, I had no idea that women could have cocks and the idea excited me greatly.

During my sexual soul searching when I tried being gay for awhile, I had a few experiences playing the bottom to another guy during sex, but it was never really that satisfying.  (I really took to sucking cock, but that’s a story for another post.)  The idea of a woman with a cock is so much more exciting to me because it’s something unnatural, a woman taking on a power normally granted only to men.

The one scenario I fantasize about the most is being tied down on my back (possibly with my legs locked into stirrups) and being fucked while I can watch.  An extra bonus would be to have the Domme grab my cock and use it as a handle or to stroke tease me.  (Mmmmm) 

As I began to embrace the D/s aspect of my sexuality, I discovered strap-on sex and wanted to try it.  I discussed it with both of my previous two Mistresses, even going so far as to buy Mistress Natalie a really nice harness, but neither was very interested.  I discovered a photoset of Mistress Trecia wielding a strap-on in her members only gallery and have been wondering (and wishing and hoping) that someday I can finally experience this under her control.  We discussed it briefly awhile back and Mistress commented that, while she did have the appropriate hardware, she’d never had the chance to use it and really wanted to. 

Hopefully, we’ll both soon get to explore this new territory together.