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As my "days without release" counter over on the right keeps going higher and higher, I’m getting more and more horny and fully aroused at the drop of a hat.  I spent much of yesterday working for Mistress Trecia (site updates, writing a couple of erotic audio story scripts, and so on) and also caught up on my erotic blog reading.  Needless to say, I was aching badly by the time I got home.

I confessed to Mistress that I was feeling desperate, but did not ask for stroke time.  With Mistress’s "no touching" rule, she has been letting me ask for permission to stroke to help ease the frustration.  Lately, however, it’s just making things worse as I edge time and time again with no release.  (This, of course, is all part of her master plan to make me as horny as possible for my visit next week.)  I even told her that I considered a little non-sanctioned stroking, willingly trading the three-cane-swat penalty for a little relief.

After a little taunting for my poor, pathetic state, Mistress gave me an extended assignment.

First, I was to stroke for 15 minutes, then write another audio script for her.  The first few minutes felt like sweet relief and the stroking helped to soften my arousal somewhat.  Ten minutes later, however, I was riding the edge of orgasm and feeling my frustration level climb to new heights.  At 15 minutes to the second, I stopped stroking feeling worse than when I started.  I returned to my laptop and finished a script called "Stroke For Me" about a boy stroking in front of Mistress, forced to hold out for an hour, with a cool little twist ending.  (The audio file will be in the next Parlor update, so no spoilers!)

Next, Mistress told me to stroke to the "stroke time" audio file.  While that file was a source of frustration for me, it now is a source for some fear since my previous encounter with it was my first failure for Mistress.  I managed to hold out this time, but just barely.  My already aroused state was just further provoked by Mistress’s taunting voice and that damned metronome.  "Up…down…up…down"  *shudder *   I was to then write yet another script and I created one called "Inspection" about a Mistress getting her boy ready for a public play party.

Then ,  I was to bury my face in one of Mistress’s used panty scraps (courtesy of the "goody bag") and stroke to the "Glass Tease" audio.  It’s my favorite of Mistress’s audio files and also the most potent.  (It’s just her vocally pleasuring herself with her glass dildo.)  I hit the edge almost immediately and spent the entire 5 minute running time of the clip fighting off orgasm.

My final task was to slip on a pair of Mistress’s panties and go to bed.  I wore the leopard print ones because I love how silky they are and how nice they feel on my shaved balls.  Of course, frustrated and denied, my cock just begged  to be stroked through the satin and I once again found myself weighing relief now with punishment later.  (If my tally wasn’t already up to nine swats, I might have actually chosen that.)

I have been seriously trying to buckle down for the long haul knowing my current denial will continue for some time.  (I meet Mistress next Wednesday, so I have at least  another week before I will be allowed any release.  Knowing Mistress’s wickedness, I wouldn’t be surprised if she makes me wait for a couple of days while I’m there just to revel in my suffering.)  It hasn’t been easy, however, because Mistress does everything she can to throw me off guard and prevent me from digging in.

As much as I’m suffering now, I know the payoff will be worth it.  When I’m finally allowed to cum, the orgasm is going to be fantastic and will be my first while physically at Mistress’s feet. 

I just have to hold out for a week. 

Or more.

And be ready to beg. 

*sigh*

I discovered the "Too Much Information Tuesday" site via Gomourto’s blog and it sounded like fun, so I’m going to start participating every week.  Here are this week’s answers:

1. When you are out in public, do you often get hard/get wet?

I do more frequently now that I’m a denied stroke slut for Mistress Trecia. A couple of weeks ago, I got so aroused at work thinking about her that I leaked pre-cum through my boxers and khakis.

2. When you masturbate, how long, typically, is your session and what do you think about (other than having an orgasm)?

Back in the day, I used to masturbate three to four times a week for about 30 - 60 minutes per session thinking about whatever porn I happened to be surfing. (I also like erotic literature.) Currently, my masturbation sessions are completely at the mercy of Mistress Trecia’s whim and I tend to focus on her when I’m allowed to stroke.

3. What is your most pleasurable intercourse position?

Standing with my partner on the bed (or desk or kitchen counter). That position gives me more control and allows me to last longer and take my time. It also allows easy access so I can maniuplate my partner’s clit with my thumb helping her orgasm at least one or two times during intercourse.

4. How often do you use the word "fuck" (or its derivatives) in casual conversation - frequently, occasionally, rarely, never.

I was in the Navy, so I used to use the word "fuck" as often as I used the word "the". I discovered after I rejoined the civilian world that powerful words lose their power if you overuse them and I radically cleaned up my daily language. When I use the word "fuck" now, people realize I’m serious and pay attention to what I’m saying.

5. Have you ever had a spontaneous orgasm? How when why where?

Since I’m heavily into a tease and denial relationship with Mistress Trecia, I fight hard to stop any  orgasm.

Bonus (as in optional): Post a link to a picture you consider a strong sexual turn-on.

My current super-sexy daydream is Mistress Trecia. You can see my favorite pictures of her by going to her blog and watching the slideshow in the upper left-hand side of her page.

For a single "sexy picture", I chose Sara Rue from the cover of the Gypsy 83 DVD. I think she is a really beautiful woman and this movie was before she lost the weight (I love the big girls) and has her all gothed up as an added bonus. The movie is actually really moving, especially if you have ever felt like a clique outcast, and Sara shows off her serious acting and singing chops. I’m a sucker for beautiful, talented, and smart women.

The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #72? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form.

This Week’s Picks
Roué (http://www.easilyaroused.co.uk)
“Her sighs of contentment build as my touch does its work.”

Wrong Number (http://radicalvixen.com/blog)
“They said clients were trying to call me and getting this restaurant instead.”

Ride to the Cabin (http://eroticawriter.blogspot.com)
“As he pulled into a dark lane that led into a grove of trees, I reached over to stroke him.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Loveland (http://sugarbank.com)

Editor’s Choice
Your hair (http://erotischism.blogspot.com)

More Sugasm
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Erotic Writing and Experiences
3 is The Magic Number: Three Songs (http://dirtydetails.blogspot.com)
AMBER~~”Anything You Want” (Part Four) (http://buttocksblog.blogspot.com)
The Desperate Tango (http://femmefataleteen.blogspot.com)
The Dress II (http://wanklog.blogspot.com)
Entry Box…. (http://afterschoolmonologues.blogspot.com)
Midnight Thrusts (http://kinkyfarmwife.blogspot.com)
My Wet Dream (http://maude-tim.blogspot.com)
The Need (http://joeheather.blogspot.com)
Public Affections (http://www.sex-kitten.net)
Rug Burn (http://confessions112.blogspot.com)
Setting Your Panties on Fire (http://secretbrain.blogspot.com)
Startled Awakening (http://bikersballsandteacherstits.blogspot.com)
That night instead of round 2, I passed out (http://thatjuicyjuicy.blogspot.com)
Turning Tricks for Tapas, Dos (http://cakeandcock.blogspot.com)
Why Aren’t You Naked? (http://designingintimacy.blogspot.com)

Podcasts & Poetry
“Cocaine” Kimberly Was Her Working Name (http://eroticjournals.blogspot.com)
Episode #1-Sex with another woman (http://deliciously-naughty.typepad.com)
Styx Orchestra-Inspired Poem, thanks to Public TV (http://totalsensuality.blogspot.com)

Sex Work
During (http://thismuse.blogspot.com)

BDSM & Fetish
Birthday Spankings! (http://sexualevolution.blogspot.com)
Distracted pixie (http://insidedarkpixie.blogspot.com)
Happy HNT - Sexy St. Patrick’s day (http://darkside-journey.blogspot.com)
His rope (http://www.kinkerbelle.com)
Marked (http://pick-up-pieces.blogspot.com)
Nature versus nurture, spanking-style (http://www.spankingwriters.com/blog)
Relationships and the lifestyle (http://alternativealbany.xlogz.com)
“So punish me” (http://blog.atlantabondage.com)
Solipsist’s travels in subspace (http://mistress160.blogspot.com)
Zapped (http://www.timidboy.com)

Sex News & Politics
The Flaming Genitals Archive (http://www.quirkysex.com/blog)
Morality in Media Loses Congressional Funding (http://fullfrontalpolitics.com)

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Afro-desiacs and “Blow” Jobs (http://shayssexcolumn.blogspot.com)
Feeling Unsafe– Tease Me! (http://perverselypoly.blogspot.com)
Lights On or Lights Off? (http://sexeteria.net)
My Own Sex Confession (Part Two) (http://aslipofagirl.blogspot.com)
The SXSW date that wasn’t, and why (http://lustylady.blogspot.com)

NSFW Pics (& videos)
Can’t blame a man for being a man (video) (http://myhotbox.blogspot.com)
Half-Nekkid Thursday: G-String Season (http://www.taratainton.com)
Half-Nekkid Merkin (http://sweatshopsissy.wordpress.com)
Half-Nekkid Sex Blogger (http://www.tarasnaughtyshop.com)
Nora Marlo Peek-A-Boo Shots (http://eroticandy.blogspot.com)
Poll result: Shower sex (http://marriedexploits.blogspot.com)
Stairway To Heaven (video) (http://myhotbox.blogspot.com)

Woman in G string courtesy of Tara Tainton.