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As my "days without release" counter over on the right keeps going higher and higher, I’m getting more and more horny and fully aroused at the drop of a hat.  I spent much of yesterday working for Mistress Trecia (site updates, writing a couple of erotic audio story scripts, and so on) and also caught up on my erotic blog reading.  Needless to say, I was aching badly by the time I got home.

I confessed to Mistress that I was feeling desperate, but did not ask for stroke time.  With Mistress’s "no touching" rule, she has been letting me ask for permission to stroke to help ease the frustration.  Lately, however, it’s just making things worse as I edge time and time again with no release.  (This, of course, is all part of her master plan to make me as horny as possible for my visit next week.)  I even told her that I considered a little non-sanctioned stroking, willingly trading the three-cane-swat penalty for a little relief.

After a little taunting for my poor, pathetic state, Mistress gave me an extended assignment.

First, I was to stroke for 15 minutes, then write another audio script for her.  The first few minutes felt like sweet relief and the stroking helped to soften my arousal somewhat.  Ten minutes later, however, I was riding the edge of orgasm and feeling my frustration level climb to new heights.  At 15 minutes to the second, I stopped stroking feeling worse than when I started.  I returned to my laptop and finished a script called "Stroke For Me" about a boy stroking in front of Mistress, forced to hold out for an hour, with a cool little twist ending.  (The audio file will be in the next Parlor update, so no spoilers!)

Next, Mistress told me to stroke to the "stroke time" audio file.  While that file was a source of frustration for me, it now is a source for some fear since my previous encounter with it was my first failure for Mistress.  I managed to hold out this time, but just barely.  My already aroused state was just further provoked by Mistress’s taunting voice and that damned metronome.  "Up…down…up…down"  *shudder *   I was to then write yet another script and I created one called "Inspection" about a Mistress getting her boy ready for a public play party.

Then ,  I was to bury my face in one of Mistress’s used panty scraps (courtesy of the "goody bag") and stroke to the "Glass Tease" audio.  It’s my favorite of Mistress’s audio files and also the most potent.  (It’s just her vocally pleasuring herself with her glass dildo.)  I hit the edge almost immediately and spent the entire 5 minute running time of the clip fighting off orgasm.

My final task was to slip on a pair of Mistress’s panties and go to bed.  I wore the leopard print ones because I love how silky they are and how nice they feel on my shaved balls.  Of course, frustrated and denied, my cock just begged  to be stroked through the satin and I once again found myself weighing relief now with punishment later.  (If my tally wasn’t already up to nine swats, I might have actually chosen that.)

I have been seriously trying to buckle down for the long haul knowing my current denial will continue for some time.  (I meet Mistress next Wednesday, so I have at least  another week before I will be allowed any release.  Knowing Mistress’s wickedness, I wouldn’t be surprised if she makes me wait for a couple of days while I’m there just to revel in my suffering.)  It hasn’t been easy, however, because Mistress does everything she can to throw me off guard and prevent me from digging in.

As much as I’m suffering now, I know the payoff will be worth it.  When I’m finally allowed to cum, the orgasm is going to be fantastic and will be my first while physically at Mistress’s feet. 

I just have to hold out for a week. 

Or more.

And be ready to beg. 

*sigh*