Starting a FemDom marriage in the Vanilla Kingdom

Archive for August, 2008

The End?

You may have noticed that things here have kind of ground to a halt.

My relationship with MJ has stalled to the point where we keep saying we should have some intimate time, but never do.  Our D/s talk that was supposed to resolve everything never materialized.

The major thing that made me stop writing is a talk I had with MJ after my last couple of posts.  She doesn’t like the things I’ve been posting here and feels that they are very one-sided and don’t portray her in the best light.

Because of all these things, I’ve decided to suspend the site for the time being until there is something to write about.

I’m really, really hoping this isn’t "goodbye" but rather "see you soon".  I am so proud of the work I’ve done here both as a writer and in trying to make sense of my feelings and I want to keep it going.  It’s just really tough with nothing to write about and everything in limbo.

Just in case some of you move on during my time away from the blog, I just wanted to say thank you for all your support.  The thousands of people who came by to read about my trials over the past 18 months gave me the feeling that I really wasn’t alone through all this and really helped me through the worst of the times.  To everyone who sent in comments, questions, and well-wishes, I send an extra round of thanks as your kind words and encouragement helped me see that my situation was never nearly as hopeless as it felt.

I’m not sure what the future will hold in either the short or long term, but I guess that’s just part of the grand adventure.

See you soon…